DayDream or Make It Your Reality

We find ourselves looking for answers of our past. We question ourselves how everything happened so quickly. There might be times that we might feel blue and we wonder why we made certain decisions. Would our present be different? Would we be in a different place today?

Heart beats fast every time that special part of our past comes to mind uninvited and then we want that memory to stay and hope for that part of our lives to visit in our dreams so there’s no guilt, no fault and just the feeling of freedom to hold on to that memory and that feeling that with its intensity makes our body to respond, trembling with excitement. That truth is imprinted in our bodies and even if memory fades sometimes, the body never will and still, we let fear to take control and we again make the choice for whatever or whoever we let slipped away to be forever in our memories.

Someone once said “good things come for those who waits” and I say good things happen for those that go after for what they want. Sometimes its easier to stay with the decision made even if bad , even if it makes us cry then trying the unknown. The fear of taking the risk of trying what we know to be true to us surpasses the emptiness that we feel inside and we decide to stay where we are at. We convince ourselves that knowing what to expect must be better than pursuing what we wanted our reality to be. What is true to us will always come back reminding that life is more than what we have accepted and that there is a chance to find what we have lost. And that is Time.

We will never know what life has in store for us if we never try.~Vanessa Waldron